its been a week since i last discovered a mammoth sized secret.
i don't deny that rage'd consumed me.
i've been keeping silent about it.
but i just can't take the lying down.
ignore my emotions and pretend as if nothing's happened.
the greatest kind of betrayal any one could have experienced,
i've experienced most of it.
all the more u wanna see me fall ; all the more you cant break me.
i'm stronger than that.
i just have to keep telling myself that.
then maybe; you'll fade away like a distant memory.
i've always been in love with a stranger,
it makes not difference.
i just don't fucking understand why?
but i just cant bring myself to talk to you.
maybe not yet.
men have disappointed me greatly;
but never to this extent.
i may fail to have your love;
but ur' dead to me. as of today.
it fucks with my brain. what i cannot seem to fathom.
i dont like guessing games;
have never liked it.
i would have gladly played ur game,
but not now. i'm sick and tired of everything.
i would gladly give everything ; just for one min of silence.
everything.
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