it's harder and harder to wear these masks ,
as it gets heavier and heavier.
my mum's favouritism finally got to me.
so did my other siblings' lack of tactful-ness is really a huge bummer.
my mum still doesnt see this light.
all she sees is her other kids being the best.
she thinks my education is a burden.
she prolly thinks im a burden too. oh well. shit happens.
she practically dissed me off while consulting her regarding my 21st's.
she'll be the sole reason why i'll live to regret my entire life the year 2010.
till i'm 80 and die , and become a wandering ghost cux i cannot rest in peace ;
cux i never celebrated this number, and i'll forever be a loser my whole life,
and live to regret each dying day, why my mother's favourtism begins to chew on me,
lil' by lil' each dying day.
this is the 2nd time i wished the world really ended in 2012.
so all my misery could be washed away in that storm tt wud come.
seriously ; i hate my life and everyone in it.
everybody is being fucked up. idk why.
which is prolly why im not functioning well.
fuck this shit man.
