Wednesday, March 04, 2009

One Fine Day, 
When My Insanity, No Longer Remains As The Sole Guard To My Sanity,
When My State Of Mind Is No Longer As Collected,
When Everything That Gets Thrown At Me, No Longer Churns Creativity,
Is The Day I'll Burst Out Hilariously At Something That Hurts So Much.
And That You'll Know- I Cannot Cope.
Not On My Own.

I've Been Working These 3 Years Hard At It.
I Tried All Ways To Stay Sane, Where I Use Vibrancy As An Excuse.
I've Remained Stagnant.
Love Songs Soon Too, Will Lose It's Meanings.
I've Been Begging Fer Fergiveness Every Step I Take.
It's As If I've Been Paying Way Too Much Fer The Mistakes I'd Did.
I've Been Paying The Price Of Letting You Go, Everyday,
At The Expense Of My Happiness.

I Was Too Determined To Stay In Control,
That I Fergot To Remind My Self The Reminder Of Remembering To Spare A Thought.
They Say Absence Makes The Heart Fonder,
And They Say If You Love Him, Let Him Go ;
So They're Expecting Me To Run When I'm Wounded.
I Cannot Move On, Not Like This.
I Can Exchange Every Riches, For All I Care,
For Just One You.
Here We Go Again- Pretty Facade To Fool Them All.
If You Ever Cared, You Were Never Fooled.
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Speak As You Heart Unfolds My Love.
Tell Me,
How'd You Sleep At Night,
Without Having Nightmares Of Us.
Tell Me,
Look Me Square In My Eyes,
Tell Me You Don't Love Me.
Tell Me.

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