Honesty?

Seriously, what's the point of holding on, caging me in, when u've no intentions of loving me in the 1st place.
No texts,
No calls,
No replies.
Virtual isn't it!?
I honestly wanna just go right now,
Somehow idk? I can't do it.
I know in my head imma get by just fine.
I know I've great joy to lose,
And I know I've nothing to lose.
What's the point?
Honestly?!
Why can't anybody me truthful just once?
Even if it was the last time?
Wtf happened to honesty is the best policy?
I know chilvary's dead and gone,
Don't tell me honesty too?
What fuck is the world becoming of?
Where have your morals gone to?
Am I sane and all ya'll are insane?
Or have I lost my marbles and you've managed to keep those unworthy ones too?