I'll Never Leave You Behind When I'm No.1.
Never In My Strength Would I;
Nor Will I;
-Its You Birthday ;
It Isnt Exactly Congratory ;
Still If You Ever Had The Knowledge;
I Want You To Know That;
I'll Never Leave You Behind When I'm @ No.1
ILY.
Idk Why Must God Test Us In The Way;
Does He Really Think It's That Fucking Sek-xiting;
To See His Beloved Earthling/ Children Tortured In This Mortal World;
When All We've Got It This One "Canvas";
Whether Tinted Or Brushed In Vibrant Notes;
We Don't Have An "Immortal" Way Out;
Tho I Know His Testings Too Are Mortal;
But In This Mortal Life;
Everyday In A Rut Is A Bad Enough Torment;
I Don't See Why;
I HONESTLY DONT.
My Mum Tells Me To Go Back To Church;
I Don't See Why Do I Even Have To,
"The-God-Almighty" Himself ;
Is Making Me Start To Believe That There Isnt A GOD;
If There Ever Was A God; These Heart-Wrenching Episodes Never Occured.
If There Really Is A God Out There ; I"M HATING HIM; As Of This Hour Of Torment.
I'm Not Saying Its A Coincidence.
I'm Saying This Is All A JOKE.
Being In The Mortal Surroundings Is A Even Bigger Joke.
I Don't See A Reason Why I Have To Believe In A GOD;
When Prayers Are NEVER ANSWERED.
Tie Me To A TREE ;
STONE ME TO DEATH;
For Blaspheming His "ALMIGHTY" NAME;
I'm Not Giving A FLYING FUCK AS OF NOW;
I FUGGIN' Hate The God My Mum Holds True FAITH In;
Since 4 I Was Told He Loves Me;
Where The Fuck Is The LOVE MAN?
Where The FUCK Is My FRAKEN LOVE.
HOW THE FUCK ARE YOU SHOWING ME YOUR LOVE?
BY TORMENTING ME; TIME AND AGAIN ;
ON DIFFERENT AREAS OF MY LIFE;
GREY / BLACK / WHITE.
WHERE'S THE FUCKING Gs ; EVERYONE ELSE'S GETTING?
THERE'S THEM FRAKEN HARMONY EVERY FAMILY OWNS?
WHERE THE FUCKING LOVE YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO SHOWER ME WITH;
SINCE BEING TOLD @ 4.
BLASPHEMING; YES! I AM; YOUR NAME I AM;
I SHALL ANSWER TO YOU IF EVER THERE WAS A HEAVEN.
I DONT CARE IF YOU BRING ME TO YOUR SO CALLED HEAVEN I WAS POISONED INTO BELIVEING @ 4;
CUX I DON'T REALLY CONDONE DEATH.
I'D VERY MUCH LIKE TO THINK OF IT AS A ETERNAL RELEASE;
FROM THIS UNREALISTIC, MORTAL, FUGGIN RETARDED WORLD OR UR'S.
GOD IS GREAT!
SO IS THE DEVIL; CRIMINALS;PROTITUTES;JUNKIES;RUNAWAY LOVERS'
OTHERWISE THERE'LL BE NO FUCKING BALANCE IN ''THY FUCKING KINGDOM"
HONESTLY SCREW ALL YA'LL HYPOCRITES WHO SO LIKE TO SO CALL THEMSELVES FUCKING CHRISTIANS.
MY ASS! JUST;JUST SCREW YOU.
