if you don't care ;
i dont see why i have to.
i don't see why i cant be the next indifferent one.
i don't see why i cant be caught up on other stuffs?
sounds like i'm hissing ; telling others to keep out - tone.
deep inside ; he doesnt see that i' feel so darn empty ; lonely.
i wished i never told him how i loved him ;
i wished he never told me how he loves me more each day.
cux it makes it so much more difficult to be mean to him.
it may be a statement afterall ;
but however cheap his words maybe ;
i alr bought em.
no refunds ; no exchange ; no returns.
my friends are all right.
you've proved my point.
my friends say you're no good fer me;
still this obstinateOnstinate me refuses to let it budge.
i cave in lil' by lil,
giving in to your whimps and nonchalance bit by bit.
till i realise after so many years of hurting ;
i'm still the only one tryna make it right.
struggling to make this one and only perfection.
i'm still the only one.
Just the thought of it makes me boil inside.
why can't you say what a jerk usually says,
lemme cry ; oh~ so sorrowfully,
lemme drown em sorrows in non other than the almighty tequila ;
revert them old ways of partying and all nonsense ;
and get bored of it ; at least i'll no longer be stuck on you.
At The Least. at The Least.
but since i'm this obstinate ;
imma hang on. play the fool ;be that fool fer you ;
have my wounded heart broken ; cry ; bawl ; curse ;
associate all men in a category ; and then have them hurt me again.
-ILIKEIT! vehvehvehveh... ... ...
