idk how should i tell him so.
b1 says i should write him.
still i feel it's too premature fer any mushy dear johns.
im incorrigibly in love with sth i cant have.
so much emotions stored up ;
i don't even bother to type nicely.
things i've never told anybody ;
i'ld rather tell a total stranger.
i wanna tell him every single day i miss him ;
i wanna tell him ILY before each days ends.
still i know. imma ruin it when i splurt those words out.
i think i should probably just tell him oh how i love him so ;
and take it as a rejection, and move on to plan b.
yea. that's what i should prolly do.
im thinking out loud.
ILY addict.
